My tears run down like razorblades 
And no, I'm not the one to blame 
It's you or is it me? 
And all the words we never say 
Come out and now we're all ashamed 
And there's no sense in playing games 
When you've done all you can do 

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over? 
We had the chance to make it 
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over 
I wish that I could take it back 
But it's over 

I lose myself in all these fights 
I lose my sense of wrong and right 
I cry, I cry 
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head 
I just wanna crawl into my bed 
And throw away the life I led 
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die 

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over? 
We had the chance to make it 
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over 
I wish that I could take it back 

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart 
Don't say this won't last forever 
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart 
Don't tell me that we will never be together 
We could be, over and over 
We could be, forever 

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart 
Don't say this won't last forever 
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart 
Don't tell me that we will never be together 
We could be, over and over 
We could be, forever 

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over 
Unless you let it take you 
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over 
Unless you let it break you 
It's not over






those people who were always there for me, thanks.
though now im not myself,
& i know you guys want me back to be my crazy & silly self
just let me be for the time being i guess.

someone once told me,
there's no way you can get mentally prepared for it.
because no matter what you do to try and prepare for it,
it's still gonna hurt.
what you can do now, is cherish the time you spend with him
and hold on to the many wonderful memories you have.
be strong dumbdumb.

thanks yea?


so empty & blank.
you'll never know how it feels to be told those things
if only you could put in as much effort into this relationship as much you put effort
& perseverance for your bball