i practically vent my anger on my group members. im really sorry okays? really. i just wasn't myself today. sigh. im really sorry to you guys, but i love you guys for being so understanding towards me today. you guys are the best. especially you aisyah, thanks for being there for me whenever im down or crazy.
& im sorry for scaring you guys when i just walked out of the class like that.
joel, thanks for buying chocolate bubble tea from level 1. sorry to make you go from your class to level 1 just to buy bubble tea for me & come to my class to look for me ]:
& dareld im really sorry ]: so sorry, i didn't mean to give you that fucked up face. & no you didn't hurt or scared me. i was just... just wasn't myself. im sorry, really sorry ]:
fuck i think i hurt many people's feelings today, damn fucked up. im really sorry guys. i really am.
couldn't care a fuck about science lesson today. i wasn't even paying attention. but i felt bad just leaving my team members like that. so i decided to try my best to concentrate. but i guess i just couldn't. im sorry. thanks for leaving me alone, i really needed to be alone. just broke down. fuck. seriously fuck.
after science class rushed off with dennis to the mrt station. i was suppose to meet sheldon in town at 5.30 & i was only at the mrt at 5? i was freaking late.
we went ice cream hunting: peppermint chocolate chip ice cream
i was making a big fuss because so long there wasn't any chocolate chip inside i refused to buy it.
thanks sheldon, for bringing me ice cream hunting. & i finally got my peppermint chocolate chip ice cream though it wasn't really nice & please next time bring your glasses so you won't say you can't see anything & you nearly banged your head on the ice cream's glass panel -.-
after that we went to far east & on our way there. damn bloody suay. i saw someone that i didn't wanna see at all. haha sheldon's reaction damn funny when he saw that person. he kept cursing and swearing & he couldn't stop "omgosh-ing" haha. funny fella. i couldn't help but laughed at him.
then he too, damn bloody suay. saw some girl that he didn't wanna see. & the girl screamed his name in town "SHELDON YEN!!!!" haha i go a shock & i stared at her. lol & after she left he started cursing & swearing. haha. then found out that girl is someone that crushed him for very long & he doesn't like her at all. cause she's freaking haha
& he started complaining that she'll confirm blog about him. then i said, not forgetting me. she saw me too & she was staring at me like she was gonna strangle me. lol. oh wells strangle me & i shall die. i won't bother too. it's better off dying now.
then the other suay one was dennis, his friend ps him. haha oh wells, we went to accompany him.
thanks for the tissue sheldon & i felt like an idiot when i banged my head on the glass panel. sorry for making you so worried, i was just really fed up. & you're not a spare tyre idiot. stop saying you are my spare tyre you're not. basket.
then sheldon sent me home. had to teach him how to go home. haha that smart fella managed to find his bus stop. AMAZING.
went down to meet darius, jade, mich, pearl & amanda. saw fluffy [: was suppose to help pearlyn look after fluffy, but in the end she was going back. yupp. so need not look after fluffy. just love fluffy luh, so cute [:
went home, mom started scolding me for no reason. fuck. my day was already so fucked up she has to make it worse. i couldn't eat at all, seriously didn't feel like eating at all.
i hate life i could just die now this instant
tim thanks for listening to me. himbos forever! okay that was damn gay, but yea you should get what i mean.
yes you did, you hurt someone who loves you for who you are, who appreciates you a lot so badly. just so badly. i know you didn't mean to. just don't bother about me alrights.
the reason why i was so angry was because i was kept in the dark & what hurt most was you not telling me anything. seeing you so upset, i really don't know what to do. sometimes i just feel so useless & i don't feel like saying anything at all. useless. i guess i am nothing more but useless. i always get so worried.
life is always full of ups & downs. im willing to take the risk i don't know about you but... all i want now is just for you to be happy. those words i said, i guess i just said it out of anger. i was really upset & i was at a lost of what to do.
i will wait, maybe im just a fool. i am. im stupid.
just say what you want to say, don't keep it to yourself. you should know how i feel when i see you upset & you keeping things to yourself.
could you help me tell micheal that im sorry for being rather rude to him just now when he msged me? im sorry ]: & tell him that i believe what he told me, don't need to swear upon his money.
it would hurt me even more if i just give up.
im really happy when i spend time with you, seeing you do silly things makes me laugh. i really do
where are you when i really need you i do need you now but you're no where to be found
i guess it's my fault, i shouldn't have read it in the first place & all these wouldn't have taken place.
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