we could sit on the rooftop and glaze at the stars. as you stare in awe at that beautiful sight, i stare at the most wonderful sight i could ever imagine. so you noticed my stare, and you turned around, your eyes meeting mine. you grin at me and i can't help but grin back. you praise the stars for being beautiful once again. oh how much i want to praise you for beng wonderful as well. but i can't. i simply show you my happy facade. i knew we should go back now for it was already too late in the night. but something tells me not to, its holding me back. as i try to reach for your hand, you quickly pull it away and started to rub them together.
taking off my jacket, i put them around your shivering body. another strong gust of wind blew past us as you thank me. sitting nearer to you, i place my hand around your shoulders and gently pull you closer. not wearing a watch, i did not know what time it was, but i knew it was getting late. i asked you again if you wanted to leave now. you surprised me by shaking your head. i smiled for i had no intention of leaving as well. we stare up into the night, appreciating the wonderful sight yet again. it seems that we both weren't tired of it. just then, i felt a soft weight on my left shoulder. i turned and smiled at the sight.
being as gentle as i possibly can, i lift your head back, leaning it against my arm and slip my hand under your knees. lifting you up, i realised that you seemed lighter than expected. Placing you gently in my car, i got in and rearranged your head, leaning it against my shoulder and left the jacket on. leaving the premises, i drove to your place. getting out of the car, i looked up and found the lights off. yeah, he wasn't back. he told me he'd be late thats why i was to watch her. carefully and gently, i lifted you again.
with a single hand, i opened the door and entered your room. trying not to wake you, i laid you gently on the bed. you began to stir but all you did was shifting your head. i removed a strand of hair and stared into the peaceful creation by God. pulling up the covers, i removed the jacket but realised that you had your arm over it, holding it tightly to yourself. i couldnt help but smile. since all was done, i had to leave. taking one last glance of your face, i left the room... out of your house and out of your life; leaving only in your hands, my jacket, the only memory of our night; the only memory of me.
as i got into my car, i drove off. dialling a series of numbers, i had him on the line. yeah, i'm ready for it, was all i answered. the next day, i flew off to cleveland for the surgery. as the sleeping gas was being pulled over me, i had your face pictured in my mind and then i knew no more.
i thought about the love i had for you though it seems one-sided deep down I knew that somewhere you loved me and even if it lasted only a few seconds i was assured of the love which kept me alive until now -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'dan?' jason gently shook her, 'dan wake up.'
she opened her eyes slowly, her vision blurred as she tried to stand up.
'wow...' she whispered as she stare at the wonderful sight bestowed upon her eyes. a garden filled with snow and there were still snow falling but strangely, it wasn't cold.
jason smiled at her reaction. yes, it was indeed a wonderful sight, a peaceful sight... a place where they belong... together. He picked up a white rose as they made their way to the small bridge.
'where are we?' dan asked gently.
Jason smiled but gave her no answer. He knew that if she got wind of what this place was, she wouldn't want to return.
'here,' he said cheerfully, handing her the white rose, 'it's quite rare to find a white rose as white as snow by nature. those you find at the florists are probably dyed white.'
she grinned as she took the rose, placing it in her coat. then, she hugged him... giving him the warmest feeling he've ever had. jason smiled as he held her closer to him.
'this place is so peaceful. can we be like this forever?' she asked.
jason sighed, 'baby... this place isn't what it seems.'
'what do you mean? it's so beautiful here. being here feels like heaven or maybe it IS heaven to me.'
'dan...' he said soothingly, 'this place IS heaven. that is why everything's so peaceful here. its filled with so much purity and love that its so pure and white.'
'i... i'm dead?' she whispered, moving away from him.
'not yet,' he said gently trying to calm her down, 'you got hit by a car and now you are fighting for your life back in the hospital.'
she let out a gasp. tears start to trickle down her cheeks.
'dan...' he said as he pulled her into an embrace once again, 'you have to get back to your body. you have to go back to your family and friends.'
'no!' she shouted, tears falling from your eyes, 'i don't want to leave. i want to stay here. since i'm able to come up here, aren't i considered dead?'
'not really,' jason said, 'you're only considered to be dead because those who are dead...' he hesitated for a while.
'what?' she pressed on.
'well...' jason tried to explain but he couldnt. so in a flash, he spread his white wings, showing them to dan.
dan tried to speak but her voice betrayed her, making her speechless. dan felt her knees buckling and before she could hold on to anything, she collasped. within a split second, he had her in his arms. looking into her eyes, he bend lower and their lips met. pullng apart after a while, dan wrapped her arms around his waist as he embraced her.
'how?' dan finally asked.
'in surgery...' he said softly, 'internal bleeding.'
tears continue to flow down dan's cheeks.
'promise me something,' he said.
she nodded.
'promise me that you would return and lead a wonderful life with your family.'
she hesitated for a moment. 'jaas...' she started but got cut off by him.
'dan!' jason said again, 'promise me alright?'
slowly, she begin to nod her head in response.
'will i ever get to see you again?'
jason grinned, 'of course you silly goose.' this made dan smile, 'i will always be with you. whenever you're lonely or feeling down, i'll always be around. you can't see me but know that i'm around you.'
she nodded as she looked down, tears that were formed had started to fall onto the soft white snow.
'don't...' he said softly, wiping her tears away, 'i love you and i'll always will, remember that.' dan nodded and as he lifted her chin, he brushed his lips against hers for the last time.
feeling a jerk at her naval, she was pulled back into her body, a weak breathing was sensed for the first time in the last 6 hours. looking down at her, jason smiled at the sight of her family's faces. he saw them hugging her tightly, tears falling from their eyes.
dan returned with a small smile for she were still weak. just then, something caught her eye. turning her head to the table, dan saw a white rose lying there with a bit of snow on it. it was then that she knew it was true. picking the rose gently, dan put it near her nose, smelling the freshness and the purity of it.
the rose is a symbol of love its color white is a symbol of purity freshly picked from God's garden it will never wither thats the symbol of my love for you
these two entries were written by an anonymous. it's DAMN nice! emooo im feeling emoooo! gosh. it's such a sad tale ): oh wells. anyways that idiotic anonymous writer said that the second entry was for jason & i. OMGOSH. hahahha so paiseh please. lol & that anonymous writer INSISTED that i blog about it -.- basket. oh great holy anonymous writer, for you are so great i can't deny you! *bows down* -.- retarded luh hahaha
EVERYONE! I MADE SAM'S NIGHT! hahahahaha happy! :D smile more sam! woooo! ((: omgosh, jeeboon's such a retard!
JeeBooN says: waking up early is sooo unhealthy retarded JASONNNNNN! don't deny it (((: says: & why is that so mr gong gong? JeeBooN says: huh? JeeBooN says: lol JeeBooN says: cause JeeBooN says: 6 plus nid wake up JeeBooN says: nt enough slp JeeBooN says: low imunities system JeeBooN says: less protection against bacteria retarded JASONNNNNN! don't deny it (((: says: -.- retarded JASONNNNNN! don't deny it (((: says: THERE'S NO SUCH THINGS!!! retarded JASONNNNNN! don't deny it (((: says: OMOSH retarded JASONNNNNN! don't deny it (((: says: -.- JeeBooN says: thats call the boons's law retarded JASONNNNNN! don't deny it (((: says: *falls off chair retarded JASONNNNNN! don't deny it (((: says: omgosh retarded JASONNNNNN! don't deny it (((: says: -.- omgosh, seriously damn retarded luh. i didn't know wth he was talking about. it's like NO LINK? hahah loser.
it's the way that he makes you cry, it's the way that he's in your mind, it's the way that he makes you fall in love. it's the way that he makes you feel, it's the way that he kisses you, it's the way that he makes you fall in love.
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