Sunday, October 22, 2006
again everything is my fault again
always my fault
everything that i do is my fault
forget it
i won't bother whether it's my fault
anot, what ever i do now
i know it's always my fault
never yours.
it's always ME ME ME ME
never you. always ME. good? happy?
okay done.
settled
shut up
i think im starting to pms again
crap seriously, i hate pmsing.
couldn't sleep last night
as usual
morning when to church. mom got
angry with me again.
cause it's MY fault again.
went for YD. met sandra
went for YW.
went home
mom not at home, as usual (she's always not
at home when she's angry with me)
sadly i couldn't go for lunch with
sandra.
everytime when she's free i can't go
and when im free she can't go :/
how irritating can that be?
went home, got some money
went to buy lunch for grandpa and my brother
same stuff ate, slept and studied
i guess these will be the routine thing for me
from now till my Os are officially over
can't wait, but also at the same time i
dont' want it to come. because im not ready at all
sigh. sometimes i wonder why are these things happening to me
i thought it was already over last year,
now it comes back again.
my life ain't any better.
it's still the same. i thought it would be better.
who knew? it's still the same as last time ):
i seriously hate this sucky life.
don't bother asking why.
11:44 PM
Cookie Monster, Them, Toilet Paper