Monday, July 17, 2006
during recess had some DJ thingy
going on in the canteen. tell you,
it's more like clubbing than having
your recess. it's mostly super nice
songs that you want to dance to the
beat and you just can't stop.
today's lessons were all super boring.
i wanted to sleep but i just couldn't
i just wasn't tired enough to fall asleep
on the table.
was released at 1.15 today
had to go for lunch
cause our chinese listening is like at
2.15. have to like sit there for
1/2hr just to listen to MUSIC
pure boring music. and i was like
the only 4/10ner in that room can
the rest of the 4/10ners were in another room
why can't i be 2nd in the reg no?! why
must i be the first? nvm. it's a good thing
that i know quite a few 4/9ners.
i like fell asleep for 1/2 hour? then i woke up
feeling fully awake. then after listening
i went to popular to get something
and i don't know why i went to get
that something. then after that
i went for maths tuition. and omg. benjia was there
asshole. first thing i went in stupid alex
had to say something. i tell you alex!
now you owe me sweets from candy empire
and one bottle of orange juice! you promised me!
i don't care it's for the stuffs you did to me
today. then omg. ashraf said that
benjia was like staring at me throughout
tuition larh. so freaky. im really starting to
get freaked out by him. then took 145
with alex and ashraf. then we went our
separate ways.
i guess you'll just never understand
to me, it matters! you've got to understand
to you it's like nothing. to me it
matters alot. don't you understand baby?
you said you did your part? what did you do?
i don't get it. i find that you did nothing.
i don't feel anything. maybe you just
don't understand my way of thinking.
i realised that you're different from others
that's what makes you really special
but i've been trying to say something to you
but you just don't get it.
i felt like strangling you for being so slow
but i guess like what i said
you'll never understand.
"we've got to be less self-centred.. but more understanding"
that was what you said to me.
less self-centred and more understand
doesn't that imply to you?
self centred and not understanding.
two days in a row. i msged you
you didn't reply me at all
not a single reply. nvm.
maybe i guess you were busy. but it has
been happening so many times. i can't take it baby
i don't expect you to be with me 24/7
every min and every sec? that would be
just pure madness.
all i need is just your assurance, love and concern
don't you get it? all the while i've
been trying to tell you this! but you just
don't understand at all. what can i say
to make you understand?
im not pissed with you baby im just pissed
with myself for not being to make you understand!arghh!
i guess i pissed you off someway or another
im sorry. im really sorry but i really
need you to understand.
i've fallen so deeply that i don't want to fall into
the same hole again baby. i need
you to understand.
i really love you till now.seriously. does that
ans your question?
iloveyou! )=
[cause dan said so:21 today;79 more to go]
still counting...
11:26 PM
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