i really don't know whether what is happening is true but im just very confused not knowing what is really going on and how people are thinking it is just killing me. maybe i think too much. maybe im too sensitive. lots of maybes. im a very insecured person. i need someone to clarify things with me. or else i will go insane just thinking abt it. maybe i've changed? i dunno it myself. but im trying to change for the better. i used to be hot tempered i admit it. if you show me attitude so will i. im a very stubborn person but im trying my best to change to give in to whoever. but it's difficult at times. now i look at certain things in a very different way especially with this word "feelings". past experiences made me this way. i can't help it but yea. i hate that feeling but it just keeps coming back. i don't wanna get hurt again it's painful but i don't wanna keep hurting myself until i become numb with all my feelings. it's insane. total crazy. never will i become like that. but if i carries on i will definitely will. and i dun wanna lose my friendships because of this. i get very irritated thinking abt it. but i think that only my "complicated family" will understand (= i just love them to bits cause they never hated me for behaving this way to them all these years. I LOVE YOU GUYS! (= my goodness i just realised i sound so depressed but im not. just wanted to blog everything out (= much better now though (X
S Club 7 - "Never Had A Dream Come True"
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time There's no use looking back or wondering How it could be now or might have been Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I've never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind There's no use looking back or wondering How it should be now or might have been Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I've never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be
You'll always be the dream that fills my head Yes you will, say you will, you know you will Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget There's no use looking back or wondering Because love is a strange and funny thing No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye No no no no
I've never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my babyI never found the words to say (words to say) You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be A part of me will always be with you
S Club 7 - "Say Goodbye"
In the years to come Will you think about these moments that we shared In the years to come Are you gonna think it over And how we lived each day with no regrets Nothing lasts forever though we want it to The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
[chorus] Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me Though its the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry Because a true love never dies
In a year from now Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said In a year from now Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains Each and every end is always written in the stars If only i could stop the World i'd make this last
[Chorus] Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry Because a true love never dies And when you need my arms to run into I'll come for you Nothing will ever change the way i feel
[Chorus] Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye Because a true love never dies
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DANIELLIA seventeen years old twenty-sevenJune1990 i like TOYS :D
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